Starting the week, not at all well having fallen several times on Sunday, feel sore, bruised and very tired. So didn't work and have also booked Tuesday off as well. Rough and tired, Monday ill and stayed at home, will not be playing gaming tomorrow, try and update other blogs, stayed in bed all day. Not eating anything, listened to the football on the radio and was in bed early, however cannot sleep and time was passing so very slowly, up at 2am to try and find something to do hoping it would tire me out. Tuesday another poor day, had booked the day off so just rest if you can. Wednesday did the stand up but wish I hadn't, sorted out a payment to c/c so that is sorted now and can do the rest end of the week when paid. Shivering, cold, even under the quilt and in front of the heater. Life could be better, managed to get bins out, and will need to pop out tomorrow, also post a birthday card for Kristie. Sadly did not post a card, but after another struggle of a night Thursday morning I was up and ran a bath. Then went out later on to pick up some milk and bread etc. Also had a mail from Julia and need to reply to her. Still really awful nights with little to no sleep get through to Friday and paid. So pay some bills then go out and get rent money out over the weekend. Sadly feel that I am ready to end it all as I cannot go on like this, I have a plan, will watch the six nations though. So this may well be my final post on this blog. Take care all love light and peace.
This new week begins with Valentines Day 💖 but might still send a message or two out to some friends to say hi. Hopefully rested a bit over the weekend after what was a fairly poor week last time so I will try and have a better time now on Monday. It's a sunny start to the week, though feel very tired, need to go out this morning and get lunch and few things for the week. Though the afternoon was a slight improvement really didn't enjoy today, messages sent for Valentines Day and hopefully well received, just a bit of fun, sharing the love. Shirt ironed for the morning, listen to some podcasts and music, then see how the rest of the week will pan out for you. Up every couple of hours in the night, so another long day on Tuesday for us, see if you can find enough to do. Wet and windy day out there, so have not been outside today, had plenty of work to crack on with which was fine, then an evening of gaming with the lads, still no Gareth, but made it through and in need of sleep. Once more up every few hours into Wednesday morning, check how Liz is after yesterday and today need to pop out and get some lunch and couple of things for me. The afternoon though wasn't feeling 100% at all, so had a bit of a nap and bath later on too so that I was ready for an early start on Thursday and heading into the office for the day. Up all night and not been feeling very strong, but we did set out at 5am and go into office early, aim to leave about 3pm and get home. See what you can get done today. Still not feeling very well, and also shivering with cold so use the heater and put some candles on too. Only had soup and bread for dinner, I think an early night will be the call later on. Feeling a little bit better on Friday, though still very cold with the storm blowing through, not as bad as some in other parts of the country. Got a fair few things done today, haven't got lunch so might go out tomorrow morning instead. Trying to keep warm and busy, updating other blogs too this weekend, also look ahead to next week.
