2019 DIARY WEEK EIGHT 18th FEB -- 24th FEB

Final week before we are paid for February, it's a sad state of affairs that I'm once again living hand to mouth week by week and can only dream of the plans I had for April and May this year, which continues to look more and more unlikely and I hope that the rumours I've just heard about the bonus are unfounded as that will really bugger up my plans. 

So Monday, and while the mighty Dons are out of the FA Cup the 6th round draw is not as exciting for me as it could have been, but will catch the final 5th round game live on BBC between Chelsea and Manchester United which United won 2-0 and you expect that the Chelsea board will be looking for yet another manager soon. Some good news in amongst the gloom was hearing that my friend Julia has secured a new job nearer to her home in Staines, won't begin till May but this is excellent news am very happy for them. 

Tuesday, slept a little better, and came in to a sunnier day, heard that more people are leaving, Sara from the Accountancy Daily team is another and with Amy going that's the team gone really? I wonder what will happen to that product once they have left in a couple of months from now. Wimbledon bounced back in the league with a last gasp penalty ensuring a 4-3 win against fellow strugglers Rochdale, although we are still bottom of the league at least we closing the gap and making it possible. 

Wednesday not much, a dull day just getting through it is enough sometimes, then as the week ends we look to the weekend and more six nations rugby, England away in Wales and lost, plus a trip to the Crematorium for Mum and Dad which I sadly didn't managed to do, I really do so little now it's sad and there is no point to my existence anymore. Nothing else to report. Just survive and move on with next week hopeful that something might change but looks slim. 

2019 DIARY WEEK SEVEN 11th FEB -- 17th FEB

This week, nothing special happening, just need to plough on and get through it is how I currently feel. No money, very little else going on till March and April so try and find some way to rest and make peace with your life. No racing this week due to a Flu virus going around so other blog updates are bit scarce, however have already done enough for Dads and only mid way through the month so that's great. I will aim to prepare a few for March now and keep ahead of the game. 

Heard from my Sister, Pam and have been invited out for 20th April, not sure what that is all about but will look to get out (it's a Saturday during Easter, so we will see). Don't really do a lot these days and it's nice to be included so must make sure that I am available and can afford this as it's a week before being paid.

Good to see AFC Wimbledon winning midweek for a change 1-0 against Walsall and will have an FA Cup game against Millwall on the weekend to see if we can keep the run going. 

Heard about some more people leaving work, Amy going to FT which is great for her, good luck girl. I don't think I have it in me to do anything now, it'll be game over for me should this job not go too well. 

Just get to April/May and have your birthday week off and enjoy that, then whatever happens is just something you need to find peace with. 

2019 DIARY WEEK SIX 4th FEB -- 10th FEB

Up late on the Sunday night / Monday morning to try and catch most of the Super Bowl LIII in fact caught it all and it was bang average, a 13-3 win for the New England Patriots but it was only 3-3 at half time and just the single Touchdown for New England in the 4th quarter sealed it. The least said about the half time show too ... Maroon 5? Which was piss poor and very dull, I recall when it used to be a BIG band, like The Who, Stones, Guns n Roses or similar it's really been disappointing the last few years. 

Got into office in good time on Monday, no need for wearing ties is nice, but a cold and wet day to get through. At least grabbed a little breakfast which was good, and nipped into London Bridge lunchtime to deposit some money to bank. See if we can make that last through safely. Tuesday was fine, got in early, wasn't raining, small victories. 

Dads birthday would have been on Thursday 7th, 85 years old he would have been, still miss him. Xx.  

The rest of the week was nothing to write home about.

2019 DIARY WEEK FIVE 28th JAN -- 3rd FEB

New week and the end to January, just another eleven months to see off. Been paid, got no money again, struggling till I can settle few bits in the coming months. Was good to see William yesterday and come in to office in better mood with AFC Wimbledon having won so the next round of the FA Cup still holds an interest. Wimbledon have been drawn at home to play Millwall in a fairly uninspiring tie that is unlikely to be a money spinner that I had hoped for, however it is a winnable game IF we can play the same high tempo game that we had against West Ham. 

Fairly boring week, though getting through ok I guess is fine, not got a lot of money as usual, but maybe we can survive enough and be in a better place for next month. Planned nights out with lads in March and April will be good for me later, but also see William again end February maybe get Jenny, Ruth out too. 

Made it through to Friday, but how i manage the next three weeks I honestly do not know right now. For this week I am just going to keep my head down, listen to music and catch the Superbowl LIII on Sunday night. Really struggling now I don't know what to do, and have been shutting myself away at work too. Please someone help me ....