2017 PART FIFTY TWO 23/12 -- 31/12 [LAST FOR THIS YEAR]

Writing this one up to New Year Eve so that we can start 2018 anew. What a truly terrible twelve months that has been, I mean don't misunderstand me it was all of my own making and even the start to New Year doesn't look that inspiring either but we are still here and breathing so small wonders I guess. 

At least Christmas went off ok, I was home alone on the big day itself but that was fine and was expected, did a nice dinner, had a drink or two, listened to some music and watched a few films (after the Queen speech of course). Seen that all my family and many friends have had a great time and that's wonderful, I still don't feel great and unsure if I'll be around this time next year. Yeah I know I shouldn't say things like that but really thinking about life now and what is the point of me. Been out to meet up with my big Brother and had a few drinks in Twickenham, didn't have a lot to say but we are ok and that was nice to get out.  

All said and done though I am glad that I got through this past year, and will continue to "try" and progress into 2018 too. Hope you have a good end to the year as well and let's see what happens in the next twelve months.