The lead up to what I hope is going to be an enjoyable week off and will also soon be my 49th birthday (tomorrow). But as I write this the much expected self destruction of all my plans has taken place and I've no idea what will happen next week now. Almost certainly won't be off to Ascot on Wednesday but will want to take up the opportunity to go to Bognor instead to see Sarah since I've already paid out for the hotel and trains whereas I have zero funds for racing. Sadly the difficult part is trying to tell my brother I will not be able to attend? How did it come to this, how when only a few weeks ago I had a few thousand quid saved away that it's all gone and you cannot enjoy yourself. Life sucks again. So now just chilling out and thinking of what might have been. Still going to Bognor, though cannot really get up to much there since I'll have little money again. Next month looks grim too.
Nothing more to add this week. Same old story once more. Fed up, thinking dark thoughts again about packing it all in.
Look after yourselves.
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