2019 DIARY WEEK ELEVEN 11th MAR -- 17th MAR

Back into the office on Monday and the result of an office move, nice and peaceful but feeling very upset and distressed again following a very poor weekend. It's Cheltenham week ahead but absolute disaster already having lost all money even though last week we should have had some success. All gone, no use crying over it, it's done. Get over it and move on. You have Friday off as leave so you must find something to do. Good time to get down the crematorium in the morning and if you have a tenner to yourself then get some birthday cards and lunch in. Cheltenham blogs being written anyway even though we are not attending this year, at least keeps us busy. 

Managed to find the winner of the first race on Day One of Cheltenham (Klassical Dream) and gave it to my friend and former Saadian Technologies colleague Fabrizio who won a nice amount so at least some one is happy today. Given him CHAMP (2nd 9/2, sorry mate) in the opener on Wednesday and maybe he will have some luck from me this week although I will have none. Shall try and find a nice one for Thursday and Friday too, good luck to you Fab. 

I just continue to self destruct and fear that it's only a few months now and then I have to pull the plug. Haven't even heard from Graham either usually hear something this week about going out but that doesn't matter now as I cannot afford to do anything at all. Ok it's done, stop going on about it, just draw a line, move on, get over it and find something else for yourself to do now. 

Day off Friday - what to do, hopefully weather is fine and I can nip out for a few hours and chill. If awful day then while home will have the trains out for a run.