Starting this new week with a day off but it's been ruined by a stupid decision over the weekend to waste £50 and now I think it will be a long lay in, do some ironing, listen to music and do nothing as you are skint until Friday week. Actually I did make it out albeit briefly but the day was essentially a wasted one just rested and listened to music while updating other blogs too. Might be just about fine to survive to end of next week but it's not been much fun. Knee and leg still in pain following last weeks fall and we will see how the rest of this week goes. Back to the office on Tuesday morning see how that goes, badly as it turns out. Not enjoying life at all even though friends are great, the sleep is poor, I just cannot switch off and during the day there is always some sort of annoyance.
Got through to midweek and at least the weekend ahead is in sight, however with no money it's another case of survive and pray that next month will turn out better, darker mornings and evenings bring about their own issues but right now as I type this out I think I can muddle through. Biggest hurdle (apart from no money) is my attitude towards others, am often very short of temper and while I don't want to take it out on others if I bottle it up then things get worse. Really need another avenue to try and drinking sure isn't one of them sadly. Wednesday wasn't great and I need to get through the next week too, then I can regroup a bit. This weekend there is plenty of rugby on when England play against Australia in the World Cup and then AFC Wimbledon play host to Portsmouth and are on the back of a pair of wins so plenty of confidence for another success. Then we also have Champions Day at Ascot on Saturday to enjoy and will just relax on Sunday ending another poor week.
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