2019 DIARY WEEK FORTY FIVE 4th NOV -- 10th NOV

Begun another working week by getting in for spot of breakfast, no Liz as she's still ill sadly but Jenny back in which is nice. Tried to keep busy today, wasn't too bad, and also successfully covered my deficit for the month, so fingers crossed we can look ahead now and survive the rest of the year. Sad news later on that my friend Mark has lost his Mum, she passed away over the weekend after a long illness. RIP Mrs Jones. 

Not a good week so far, messed up as always, struggle to survive the next couple of weeks, will have enough cash to see us through the week but that's about it I fear. Looking forwards to next Monday and a day off where I will not be able to do anything practical but will then have two weeks to get through hopefully. If weather is fine I will aim to get down to the Crematorium perhaps for an hour or so, but realistically this is going to be a blank day for me and one to reflect. IF I can do something constructive that would be great. Managed to get through Wednesday spending nothing but feeling bad all day, Thursday wasn't much better and my bank cards have been compromised so will not know until Friday if they will work again, but hopefully this will be fine. It's generally all consuming now, nothing else matters just my ability to get through the coming weeks. Good news at least the cards working again using chip and pin which I will continue to do now for a while. 

Can I make it through the weekend? We shall see. At least on Saturday we have some FA Cup action where my team  AFC Wimbledon will be playing host to Doncaster Rovers.