2020 DIARY WEEK FORTY 28th SEPT - 4th OCT

Another week, this time we begin with two more days off on Monday and Tuesday. Need to rest, sleep and stop wasting all my money, looks like another month with very little again. Get out my rent money and pay that, check on Wednesday that we have enough to get through, paid bills and pray you can be fine. Money to Oyster for the week ahead and we move into October so this year is rattling through fast now that the evenings are getting darker early. Much colder too so thankfully I have a new jumper, might get another if I can. Go out on Monday probably just going into Feltham for money and few supplies, then on Tuesday plan to get buses into Kingston and get rent out, something for me and looking for Birthday / Xmas cards especially ones to post over to Australia. As expected though have lost all my money and nothing saved away this month, what a pleb you are indeed. Not sure how it can get any worse for you, just have to keep trying one day at a time. Tonight is the weekly gaming night so hopefully I can pick myself up for that. 

Sadly not, couldn't follow what on earth they were up to and dropped out about an hour in for the good of my health. Clearly the loss of funds is having a massive impact on my well being. Not the first time I've been in this place, so just listening to the podcasts from the boxing guys, and downloaded something new from BBC Sounds about Happiness and see if these help in anyway shape or form. The gaming is usually fine but simply wasn't for me tonight. Decided to use Wednesday to work from home as not very well. See if I can recover a bit and cheer up. Money still an issue, but hopefully can get by. Hardly a successful day but bit of a chat with the guys around the gaming and maybe I will be able to return on Tuesday. Still feel poorly so another day Thursday working at home, try and get out to pick up a few things later on. Did go out, have dinners for the next few days, but the money situation keeps getting worse, even when you thought you had a win it lasted about 10 minutes, you will be well done next week so resolve that and behave. The weekend has football for AFC Wimbledon hosting Accrington Stanley but not much else in store for us so will be updating train blogs and listings. Friday I am not sure what I am doing but expect to work at home again and just get through it somehow. Actually turned out to be a better day than expected with a good turn around for me, sent messages to various friends and hopefully turned a corner for the time being. Covered some bits for the weekend football and see how that turns out. Be good x.