2021 DIARY WEEK FIVE 25th JAN - 31st JAN

Monday morning and we get paid so first thing lets get a few bills settled and hopefully have a couple of quid left over for myself. Lost a fair bit as usual end of last week and we didn't enjoy a very pleasant day on Friday so I hope that this week improves significantly. Sun might be out, but still very cold, the snow hopefully will begin to disappear before tomorrow, not going out far today. See how the month ends, will need to find a birthday card for Pam before this weekend. Tuesday will include another gaming session with the guys, roll playing yet another new campaign and hopefully will go fine, we missed having Gareth along on Sunday, I am struggling this week, not sure what I can do to make it better as will power just doesn't exist for me. Get out today and get rent money out, plus a few bits for the week, a bigger shop trip later in the week perhaps. Wednesday seemed to have slept better overnight, but the day doesn't start well again losing money once more. Hurting. Thursday been awake since about 2am, not a good start. Update some more blogs elsewhere as we prepare for February, write and send birthday card for Pam, try and get out for a few supplies for the weekend? Hopefully work will be a little more easier to bear today, well it was at least quiet but sadly I didn't have the best afternoon all of my own doing. See how you get along on Friday which to be honest wasn't a great start as I still cannot sleep, up from about 1.30am but got a few hours later on. Then work was fine and pulled back some money which means we are no longer behind, but still very little for myself. Trying to get enough together to cover Saturday morning dogs, which I failed miserably and ended up back where I started behind on the day. Typical rubbish weekend ahead. So fed up with this.