2017 PART FOURTEEN 01/04 -- 07/04

Welcome to April.

A quarter of the year gone by already and we doing badly. So lets try and change it up a little this month ... nope that didn't start well either. 

Saturday just another bad start to the week, losing another £100 that I just don't have, and then worse news to follow that a planned night out to a really lovely friend of mine was cancelled. Now if I am really honest I was never in the best of minds to go out but it still makes me feel sad that I get cancelled and there's something in the back of my messed up mind that thinks they simply got a far better offer. 

Either way I am at home, alone, as usual listening to music and comedy trying to feel better. The few bottles of chilled cider I have in the fridge too might help later on but there's a dark cloud around me again and the next three to four weeks are going to be very hard work I fear. 

A day of training at work to kick off the working week which wasn't as bad as I had initially feared, and meeting the development team who are from the Netherlands was a pleasure. All things being well the week will pass through without much fuss and I can get a bit closer to some sort of normality (whatever that is). 

Latter part of the week have not been feeling very well at all, bloated and feeling full of trapped wind, almost like indigestion but filled with upset stomach and headaches too. Will try and bear it out as best I can. 

Have a good week. There will be another one along soon.