Each week is just feeling as bad as the last now, where has the positivity from the beginning of the year gone? Why can't I stop myself from this endless downward spiral? Is this the start of the end now?
This entry was supposed to take me up to my week off and celebrations of my birthday, but with that now looking like a week off staying at home cos I've not a penny to my name I will be surprised if I can get through this week unscathed. It's only money, it's just the way it's being wasted now. Going out to Ascot with my brother, well I need to go and at least give them some tickets for that meeting and also for another day out planned to Sandown Park racecourse, but as I write this my thoughts are only about going, and leaving about an hour in. Whereas at the start of the year I had hopes of saving money to enjoy the whole week and both meetings, how things have changed for the worst now.
My week kicked off badly as you might have sensed, was going to see my friend last weekend and bailed out, she was not happy and fingers crossed we aim to put that right and go see them tomorrow. (Sat)
Been down to the Crematorium again recently and shall certainly pay a visit during my time off next week. Where else we go will really depend on two things, a) my mood b) affordability. So anything FREE will certainly get a look in. I feel a trip to places like Richmond, Hampton Court on the buses will be on the agenda just to get down by the riverside and think for a while.
Monthly goals and updates - end April
As per last year we will take regular measurements of my stats and see that we are making inroads to our goals for this year too. Am not doing well as this first quarter has quickly gone by and feeling awful too so must try and use the week off I have booked for next week to feel better and able to crack on with some swimming and more exercise during 2017.
Opening Weight at 1st Jan 2017 -- 22st 5lb
Measurements (inches)
Neck -- 21
Chest -- 52
Stomach -- 56
Waist -- 46
Thighs -- 24
Biceps -- 17
Current Weight at end April 2017 -- 22st 0lb
Measurements (inches)
Neck -- 20 (-1)
Chest -- 52
Stomach -- 52 (-4)
Waist -- 45 (-1)
Thighs -- 24
Biceps -- 17
Will update this again in early June and try to set some further goals looking ahead towards July-Aug.
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