2017 PART TWENTY THREE 03/06 --- 09/06

So Saturday begins as a difficult day knowing that I really should have been making my way to Stratford for tonight's concert by Depeche Mode. I'm sure it will be awesome and really hope that Sam, Nick and others go and have a wonderful time. Clearly with all my self inflicted issues I cannot even make time to have fun anymore. Life really sucks but it's only myself causing this. 

And then you wake in the early hours to find another attack on our capital, the third murderous event in last few months just when people in Manchester are ready for their big concert of support for their city. RIP to those we have lost (not the scum morons that did this) and for all those injured and their families you are not alone, we all support you we stand together and will never EVER be defeated by these cowards and losers. 

The are not gone because they are not forgotten. 

Moving on to get through the next couple of weeks, we just surviving at the moment. This Saturday (tomorrow) is an open day at the Railway Club but another occasion I don't think I will attend. Still these things are there and I can pick and choose when to go, it's not as so they need me now it's really thriving it seems. Good. 

The past week have kept busy at work and that's good to help time pass by and am now busy planning days off that are coming up in June and I also have a long break in early September to arrange. Trips to either York or Isle of Wight are in the pipeline, both would be excellent to chill out, I have yet to make a final choice. 

Generally time to think of others too, Sunday 11th being the anniversary of my mother passing back in 1981. So instead of continually feeling sorry for myself I will aim to remember others, think of friends and send them all my love.