2017 PART FORTY THREE 21/10 -- 27/10

Got through last week, and this week is going be all about what happens on Wednesday, because that is the first monthly pay due from Croner-i Limited since they took us over from Wolters Kluwer. But before then we have the weekend to enjoy and although I haven't gone out far am enjoying the various sports on. Ascot hosts "Champions Day" and later on AFC Wimbledon will be hosting Plymouth Argyle with a chance to make it three wins on the bounce and hopefully start to move up the table. Alas that didn't happen and normal service has been resumed with a 0-1 loss to the bottom side and the meltdown on the fans forums has continued. 

Saturday night watched the Formula 1 qualifying from Austin Texas home to the USA GP. With the race taking place on Sunday night though we will be watching the NFL Game from Twickenham which is the 3rd London Game between the LA Rams and the Arizona Cardinals (Sun 6pm)

Fingers crossed we are paid this week (Wednesday - yes we were) as I have a week off from then till the following Tuesday. Not a good start to the week off since I have really messed up my finances and will struggle again this month. Having a day out for a ride to Windsor the long way around but will blog that elsewhere, and there is a whole bunch of nothing else happening this month. Although we have a date in the diary for 1st December and a night out with the guys, but that aside I never do anything now apart from losing loads of money that I just do not have. 

After planning this years thread as a "need for change" it is apparent that the only changes made have been for the worse. Have contemplated ended it all a few times and although the end of the year is nearly with us I really don't know what to do now. 

Feeling very alone, so very alone.