2017 PART FORTY TWO 14/10 -- 20/10

So the weekend starts here, and although life at work has started to settle down and almost become enjoyable it's the home and personal life that continues to suffer. I start on Saturday having no real life, I go out briefly, get a newspaper and something for dinner, and then sit indoors listening to podcasts and a bit of the sport really does not feel like much of a way to live right at this moment and when you feeling low it's not nice to sit and read all your "friends" having a great time. Don't get me wrong am so pleased for them and their lives, they deserve it, I just find it making me feel worse and not even close to making me want to do anything positive about it. 

Even following AFC Wimbledon winning 1-0 away at Northampton today doesn't really raise a cheer. I am not sure it can get any worse though. 

Managed to muddle through the rest of the afternoon though.





So this week is all about survival and even then we are another five days away from being paid, and that's a worry since I've not a lot of faith in the way the new company have gone about this important process that affects us all. Am also expecting to be off for the week from next Wednesday, the plan was to go to Ireland and visit the Google offices but I panicked and bailed out of this trip now so instead am planning some days out and things to do while it's also half term. But as with everything at present it's all down to money and clearing some bills thus making space to do a few things. Not planning on going too far, but trips to Windsor and maybe into London are on the agenda. 

In the meantime lets get the week out of the way and try to be a bit more brighter despite the weather being a bit pooh now. 

Try and be a bit more Tigger!