2018 DIARY WEEK TWENTY FIVE 18/06 -- 24/06

Last week till we are paid, cannot believe I am back in this situation so soon after bailing myself out, but here we are and back to the usual worry and scrapping together the last few quid to survive. Only another week and we will see the end of William (BA Contractor) and Jenny who will be leaving, Jenny is off to have another baby, Will however is just fed up and needs a new role one that can be both enjoyable and more lucrative for him. Having also learned that my boss is going by September I know it is time for me to go too, but this is difficult however essential as I am not one for making moves unless it is forced on me. Get the CV out, use my days off well to start looking for local work. 

Rest of the week was predictable, blown all my money, and now further in debt when I thought I'd cleared it. Having loads of dark thoughts about ending my life and oh yeah the World Cup started with England getting a lucky first win 2-1 against the mighty Tunisia and on Sunday will be facing another of the big power houses of world football Panama.

FRANKIE WINNING THE ASCOT GOLD CUP AGAIN

It's also been Royal Ascot all week have found literally NO winners so just as well there was no funds to have a bet. Blogged about it all week and got hardly any views so maybe that is a sign that I am just wasting time doing this.