Our week begins with a day off on Monday which I booked as it's the 6th Anniversary of Dad passing away.
Turned out to be a bad day for me, not only did I fail to make it to the Crematorium as planned but headed straight home once again. Didn't get much done at all either which annoyed me and felt like a waste of a few days off really. Sorry Dad. x
Got paid Wednesday, same old story it's all gone again and another advance taken. I thought I had got past this stage but here we go again. At least have some funds to get through the month, the aim to start putting something back for end of the year if you actually make it that far. Doesn't look too good at the moment if we are honest, another month wasted and just nothing really to show for your strife. What we must now do is find something else to occupy my time, job hunting might be a good idea. Am so tired of this that dark thoughts are regularly there, I really have no one to talk to and can't see a way forwards.
A longstanding and wonderful friend got married last weekend, I didn't go, miss Sarah, glad she is happy and sorted, long may they enjoy life together. Was asked down, but I don't think I will be going anywhere anytime soon.
What is wrong with me. I am so sad and alone.
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