2021 DIARY WEEK TWENTY 10th MAY - 16th MAY

Monday and the start of another week, will be a busy one workwise, I need to crack on and see this week out. Still very stressed about money situation as I fear I've made a huge mistake, will check that once Wednesday has passed, hopefully can survive. Have plenty of work/meetings for the first few days which will keep us occupied, need to go out and pick up some more lunch/dinners too later in the week, nothing very exciting scheduled this period so just try and keep occupied. Birthday cards for Andy and Phil to post out later this week, then it's my older brother Graham 60th end of May. Long meetings on Monday but got over these and will see if I can rest tonight. Then Tuesday I need to also get through the new sprint and retro which is another few hours of my afternoon. Try and nip out to Tesco and get myself a few bits including lunch, will go out end of the week as well if we can. Small power cut this afternoon interrupted things but we muddled through and then into the evenings gaming session with guys. Very tired again, managed only a few hours of sleep, but awake to check money situation on Wednesday morning and delighted that original fears turned out to be less dramatic so we should be fine till next pay day. Wish Lee a happy birthday later, try and have a good day too. Sadly the day was a bit more traumatic than first planned, marketing and management putting their oar in. Think we got it moving though, try and have a peaceful night instead. Written a couple of birthday cards to post out on Thursday, see if I can go out then too. Didn't manage to get out so will aim to do that on Friday instead, still loads of negative thoughts and no money again. Managed about four hours sleep into Friday morning, hopefully can have a better end to this week. Been out though and posted cards plus picked up some shopping for the weekend what I need to do now is survive the next week ahead so what can I do to stop being online all the time.