2021 DIARY WEEK THIRTY 19th JULY - 25th JULY

Will need to survive this week with the heat, and hopefully getting paid on Friday too. It's Joseph's 50th so have a card and get some lotto too for him on Friday and leave at home. We start on Monday with the so called 'freedom day' and although masks still needed on public transport will see if we can begin to stop using them, also social distancing begins to relax, although still working at home as work will not change their plans till end of July at the earliest? So let's see how Monday is for us, can we get any sleep, well the simple answer there would be 'nope' up from about 2am today and feeling rough. Didn't do much today, too warm, but we made it through and if we get past midweek it should slowly get a little easier. See if you can get any rest at all tonight then into Tuesday which will see start of a new sprint and also a gaming session in the evening. Not much sleep, feel rough still and will try and get out briefly this morning for some supplies, then a nice relaxing bath before the gaming session with the guys tonight, the session was good, although very tired still and did only get couple of hours rest. Might see some storms later this afternoon / early evening which might be nice, yes they came about 5pm. How do we feel into Wednesday now? Bit better but do fancy bailing out on the days in the office if I can. Spoken with Derek as he's leaving but generally another bad day though, losing money ... this is not changing, and too hot, so have bailed out of Thursday so not travelling into office. What a terrible day and another month of misery ahead, why you keep doing this to yourself I cannot understand but clearly you have a massive problem to overcome this next month will be another struggle. Still it is done now so you have to get on with it, not working in office today again, feel very rough, need to improve on Friday and get out too well we did get out today, which was something but the rest of the day was really poor again. Nine years since Dad passed away too and nothing I have done in the past few days would have been considered respectful really. What I do now the rest of the year might define what happens for the remainder of my life.