2021 DIARY WEEK FIFTY TWO 20th DEC - 31st DEC [YEAR END EXTENDED SPECIAL]

An extending last entry for 2021, to take us through to year end. Been out and about prior to Christmas, last few days of work but also seeing friends and drop off final few cards and gifts. Not sure I will be doing much myself for Christmas Day itself but as long as I have something for dinner, milk and bread then I will be fine. Monday morning, not many working this week, will keep busy and see if we can get through without being too bored. Hard to get anything done as cannot login to most sites, or have other questions so just do what you can. Had nice message/card from Kate and Wendy that was lovely, not been out today so I might do something on Tuesday instead. A better day on Tuesday as found something things to do and keep occupied, also popped out and bought some wine, chocs, and few other bits for myself that will get us through the weekend. Will need bread/crumpets and maybe pick up a few other things later in the week. Tuesday night will have another gaming session with Vince in charge working the magic from Ireland, was entertaining though we will skip a session on Sunday as it's Boxing Day. Hopefully good, get some sleep later and see how Wednesday works out, it is after all your last "working day" of the year. Missed the NFL show so caught up with that in the morning instead, then ready for another day, work was fine, did something and then signed off, but worse of all today I lose loads of money, same every month, will have funds to see me through but the plans just aren't working right now. Get into Thursday and get the final bits for yourself into Christmas, try your best to keep well, sadly seems like the year will end as it began. Been out, got a few bits, nothing special, nothing really for Christmas and already feeling low and unwell due to recent events. Will draft some messages to friends and family to wish them a wonderful time, personally I need a rest and a break. Tv and Radio for tonight, then Friday must be a nice peaceful day for you with blogs to write. Still struggling but we did get through to the weekend, going to be a quiet few days for us I think, no one to go and see, received couple more cards from Cathy and Claire which was nice, nothing from Pam though sadly, never mind. Posted messages for friends, will do a few on WhatsApp later as well I think. Football has been called off for Sunday against Charlton, so will focus on the racing on ITV instead, see if our game on Wednesday against Oxford goes ahead or not. Getting through the day as best we can, listening to podcasts from the other day, bit of music later on. Feel down and lonely now, it's your fault though, get some life into you. Stop the online betting please. Clearly not working for you. Go out on Monday, get rent money, something for lunch and rest. Didn't stay out long, raining, but got rent money done and will have to wait a little while and see how bad things are. Blogs updated for today next ones will be at the weekend for New Year. Gaming session on Tuesday, otherwise a very quiet week for me. Worrying about funds again, as usual, will sort something on weekend and hopefully can pay final bills then look at January. Not been out today, need to find somewhere to go later in the week and get some lunch / dinner too. Gaming session starting early tonight with guys. Terrible time again and I really don't know what to do anymore. Go out Thursday instead, and next week will have to dep some money to bank, to pay something to CC again. Stupid wanker.