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| Gorgeous sunny day here at Sandown. |
Spent all my money as usual, and already loads behind for next month. It doesn't seem possible to break this cycle of debt and destruction, maybe it's nearly the end I don't know nothing so far makes me feel good about myself. My priority is always to get through one week at a time, and although I have a number of plans for the year it looks increasingly unlikely that I am going to do these unless I can break this cycle of destruction each month. Will have to survive June and into July first, then things might improve. In the meantime looking at getting out of the house on weekends even if it's only to sit in a park somewhere with trips to Hanworth Crematorium or Hampton Court two likely locations that will take me somewhere peaceful.
A Bank Holiday weekend approaches too so will have 5 days off to stress and worry, a little bit of sunshine and happiness would be welcome though.





