2017 PART TWENTY ONE 20/05 -- 26/05

Got a couple of days off this week and plans to enjoy them with my older Brother, Graham, for his birthday. We are going horse racing at Sandown Park on Thursday night and hopefully we can land a few winners. It would also be nice if the beer is better than it was at Ascot last time, we will see.

Gorgeous sunny day here at Sandown. 

Spent all my money as usual, and already loads behind for next month. It doesn't seem possible to break this cycle of debt and destruction, maybe it's nearly the end I don't know nothing so far makes me feel good about myself. My priority is always to get through one week at a time, and although I have a number of plans for the year it looks increasingly unlikely that I am going to do these unless I can break this cycle of destruction each month. Will have to survive June and into July first, then things might improve. In the meantime looking at getting out of the house on weekends even if it's only to sit in a park somewhere with trips to Hanworth Crematorium or Hampton Court two likely locations that will take me somewhere peaceful. 

A Bank Holiday weekend approaches too so will have 5 days off to stress and worry, a little bit of sunshine and happiness would be welcome though.