2021 DIARY WEEK FORTY FOUR 25th OCT - 31st OCT

Start of the final week of October, and it's not going well once again. Might just have enough to survive however you really not helping yourself in any way. Will have to see how things are going on Wednesday, and also have the Friday off but unsure what I can do now, need to have Christmas cards and birthdays sorted for Australia soon too. Paid on Monday, can sort out a few bills, but nothing left for me and could be worse. Might be able to have a little for me, so I can at least send birthday cards this month, generally found today difficult to get through, but all I can do is one day at a time. The early hours NFL game was so dull that I did manage to get some sleep through to half four, then we reach Tuesday and a new working sprint begins, need to go out and collect rent money to pay out, then tonight we should have a gaming session with the guys. The day really wasn't great for me, now have four weeks to survive which I can do if I know my bills are covered. Gaming was hard to focus as some technical issues but we go there. Missed last 10-15 mins of the NFL show and will need to catch up with that in morning. Wednesday, feeling low which is not unexpected, began the day badly, but later in afternoon got a little better. Managed to find an unexpected win in my account, which will (hopefully) mean I am not worrying for the next four weeks. Then set alarm for an early start on Thursday as I will go into the office and see Liz, probably not there next week, also planning for Friday off. Posted off a birthday card for a friend's son, arrived in the office nice and early, picked up a few things for later and generally had a busy day in office. Podcasts and programs to catch up on once I get home then on Friday I have a day off and plan to go out somewhere even though the forecast is for rain. See how you are on Friday morning itself but be ready to get out if you can, even in spite of the rain, not urgent but will be good to pick up few bits. Try and bring home something nice for dinner too, or think about the weekend ahead. Should be better for a few days now at least. Been out but ended up in Staines instead of Kingston, raining though still managed to get 90% of what I went out for plus a free coffee and lunch. Home for the afternoon and try to be safe, got the cards I needed plus some stamps, can send Aussie ones out before end November and birthdays for Vicki and Karen. Weekend should be quiet, have cash for the week ahead, watch Dr Who and follow AFC Wimbledon vs Cambridge.