2021 DIARY WEEK FOURTEEN 29th MAR - 4th APR [EASTER WEEKEND]

A period that will take us into Easter so a nice short couple of weeks in store from a work viewpoint. Struggling with my financial woes and addiction but really hopeful that we are going to have enough to survive this month, got some money to sort out birthdays for Max and David this month it's also my landlady's birthday in couple of weeks so begin to get a few things in for her too and then we are in a better frame of mind. Monday was difficult, bit of a chat with Liz (work) and very tearful, gone from being level money wise to being over hundred down again. Also called my older brother Graham, for a quick chat, then it's mostly a working day with a huge release due in the evening. Seems to have gone fairly well though, try and sleep better. Tuesday morning had a bit of sleep, and though I have plenty to do today really beginning to feel the pressure of life, and not being able to keep on a good path. At least posted card for Max's birthday, topped up my Oyster card and also been out for a little shopping. Should be fine for this week and try to plan some events for the Easter weekend and as we move into April need to plan things for more birthdays coming up this month. Tuesday night had the weekly gaming session with all the guys, sometimes slow going and difficult, get frustrated at time with it but it's still got it's better moments too. Sleep was a little up and down overnight, into Wednesday with loads of work stuff to do. Tried to get on with it, completed many tasks and some issues to raise too, then we look ahead to seeing the week out, finding something to do for the weekend too as well as more gaming with the guys. Try and have a day where you are NOT online? Certainly looking to go out for some dinners and supplies on Thursday too, and up from about 3am doesn't help, but we did begin to get money back that we lost on the night before, try and be safe/kind to yourself over the Easter weekend too. Been out and got some supplies for the weekend, need to rest, seems there are no buses next week for a while. Feeling very Sad right now, so find something fun to do and try not to keep worrying about money and work.